I think I've blogged before about my need for change every few years? Yeah, I have that. Not just with little things, but with work and cars, mostly. So, I got a new car, but work hasn't been so easy to ditch. Because, you know, I need a salary and the economy is really tough. And I live in a small city, so there aren't exactly tons of options.
But, I learned that there might be a great possibility, one that I've had in the back of my mind for quite some time, and the existence of it was very distracting. I made the change within my agency in an attempt to satisfy my need for new things every 2-3 years, but I couldn't get into it, really, because of this other option. I really tried not to focus on it, not knowing the odds of it becoming a reality, but there was no getting around hoping for it with some part of my brain.
I learned last week that the possibility is, after all, not possible. At first I was disappointed and pissed. Now, I'm finding that the elimination of this other thing has had a great effect on my psyche. I'm more focused and happy in my current job, I'm completely excited about my new responsibilities, and I'm super motivated to clear my old cases so that I can dive all of the way in to the new stuff.
Funny how the mind works, eh?
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